A lot of people think there’s no appreciation for unsung heroes until after they die. The truth is that there are people all around them, many of whom they’ve helped to elevate through their craft, who were in on the secret and awed by them long before they left this world. Some people are so rare and special you want to keep them to yourself or just simply let them be who they are.
For many in the punk community, bassist Chris Stein was that kind of secret–a rare breed, quiet, humble, artistic and pure. The kind of guy who stood in the back of the room, quiet but with the most to share. Whether it was his point of view, a past experience or a piece of music that would leave you floored, all you had to do was be bold enough to inquire, lean in close and listen.
Sadly, that voice was lost on December 1 when Stein, 44, succumbed to a two-year battle with cancer. The music he leaves behind as a member of legendary art-punk underdogs Saccharine Trust, Citizen Down and Jason Cruz and Howl, Carnage Asada and others continues to speak to his genius as a musician in a way he never would do himself.
“People are always trying so hard to create a persona in front of the camera but he was one of those guys who stood in the background and you kinda had to come to him to see all the greatness he was doing,” says Cruz, also the lead singer of Strung Out. A lifelong friend and bandmate of Stein’s when the two played together in his band Jason Cruz and Howl, the two Simi Valley natives found a bond in music based around the desire to move the needle of their creativity.
“It wasn’t anything other than ascension, speaking god language,” Cruz says. “When we jammed we were communicating on a higher level and it wasn’t about anything else but ascension.”
As an artist, musician, skateboarder, animal lover, illustrator, storyteller and friend, Stein touched the lives of many who poured out their grief on social media after the news came of his passing.
His death came as a shock to many, even those who knew of his long, hard-fought battle with cancer that spread throughout his body, which was beaten momentarily only to come back and enter his brain not once, but twice. Towards the end of his life after having an operation to remove a brain tumor, doctors found another one had grown in its place. Last month, doctors told him he only had two weeks to live.
“It was very disappointing because just before that he seemed to be coming out of it, but within two weeks it hit him really hard and that was it,” says Joe Baiza, the guitarist and co-founder of Saccharine Trust. “It’s still hard to believe he’s not here right now.”
The Hermosa Beach band, originally signed to SST Records in the early ‘80s, was among Stein’s favorite bands growing up prior to him joining the reformed version of the band in 1997. Their abrasive guitar, pummeling rhythms and poetic diatribes combined with the caustic chemistry of Baiza and singer Jack Brewer made Saccharine stand out amongst the many influential punk bands of the day. They also inspired an impressionable young punk by the name of Kurt Cobain who listed the band’s debut EP PaganIcons as his ninth favorite record of all time.
When Baiza and Brewer decided to reform the band after a decade-long hiatus, Stein auditioned to become the band’s new bassist and fit right in, adding his own unique flavor to some of the band’s more well-known songs during his tenure in the band.
“There’s a song called ‘I Am Right’ on the PaganIcons EP and the newer version of Saccharine would do it and there’s a little riff that Chris would throw in there,” says Rob Holzman, one of the band’s original drummers who knew Chris well. “When Earl Liberty (the band’s original bassist) started playing bass again, Earl would see that little riff and he would start playing it too. When we would play gigs and I’d hear that little riff I’d always think of Chris.”
Though ending up on the roster for one of his favorite bands was a full circle moment for Stein, it had also come as a result of many years of hard work, honing his craft in bands like Citizen Down, a band that come up alongside Jason Cruz’s band Strung Out. The friendship between the two musicians never wavered, and eventually, the two found themselves in the same band when Cruz’s side project Howl began to take shape around 2013. Both of them saw it as a chance to once again test their limits as songwriters.
“It was everything opposite about being in a band, it was about pissing people off and creating awkward moments,” Cruz says. “We wanted to catch the ghosts in the room, we recorded in a haunted mansion and did hallucinogenic and drugs and we were about capturing the vibe, fuck sponsors, fuck the industry, fuck the game, it was about finding ghosts, it was so rad.”
Always a faithful servant to the songs he would write with Cruz, Stein would utilize his jazz-informed funky style to dance around rhythms tastefully and creatively while giving songs like “High and Lonesome” and “When They Finally Get Me” the support they needed.
“He always used to tell me ‘The song is the boss’ Cruz says. “If it’s good for the song, that’s what it gets, we as musicians don’t matter.”
It’s a hard theory to argue with, though in Stein’s absence it’s clear that when it comes to rare artists who make an impact, Stein’s presence did matter to those affected by his time on Earth.
Now laid to rest in his native Simi Valley, those who knew him are dedicated to remembering him and seeing his presence in all things.
“As far as I’m concerned Chris Stein won,” says Cruz in reference to his battle with cancer. “What he left behind, his frequency is emanating hard and perpetuating hard and everyone who knew him feels the same way.”
Solid!
Beautifully written. Thank you Nate.
chris was an amazing bassist, painter, illustrator, film director and a good friend. i had the privilege of spending a couple hours with him just ten days before he died. we went to an army surplus store in simi valley and he bought a hunting knife. then we ate thai food at one of his favorite haunts. he footed the bill. my only regret was not getting a selfie with him before we parted company. but how was i to know that that was the last time i’d ever see him alive. i met chris back in 1997. i was introduced by a mutual friend, jerome bruner, who worked for the cd plant that put out the citizen down cd. we met the day princess diana died. i saw saccharine trust and carnage asada at mr t’s bowl in east LA. i was quite impressed with his bass playing style. we worked together on a student/art film called “the trifecta chronicles”. it was about what happened to darth vader after the first death star exploded in episode 4. in the film, he crash lands in simi valley on earth and has to move into a house and interact with the neighbors. it was a comedy. but all of darth vader’s lines were taken from the actual star wars films. he wrote the script around them to hilarious results. i’m trying to get the master tape from his estate so i can digitize it and post it online for the world to see. i love you chris. i’ll never forget you. rest in peace my friend. :’^(
has anyone sued the city of SIMI VALLEY for wrongful death.The water table is radioactive and filled with chemicals?
Unfortunately, it’s just not possible to prove them to be at fault. And if anyone is, it’s more likely to be Rocketdyne, Atomics International, NASA, or the Department of Energy. But most lawsuits against them go nowhere. For example, Vince Neil (of Motley Crue fame) lived nearby the Santa Susana Field Lab (aka Rocketdyne) too, and sued Rocketdyne after his daughter died of brain cancer at age 2 or 3. But even with his celebrity and high-profile attorney, his lawsuit still didn’t succeed. The companies involved are very powerful and they’re also tight with the federal government. (The DOE and NASA) My father used to work at the Santa Susana Field Lab (aka Rocketdyne) and he died of cancer too. (though thankfully not so young, like Chris) Over the years he had joined several class action suits against Rocketdyne/Atomics International, but none of them ever succeeded. But several years after his death, the government gave my mother a fairly decent payout, but of course, nothing replaces a life. And had he not worked there, they wouldn’t have given her a dime. Unfortunately, just being a resident of the area (Simi Valley, Chatsworth, Bell Canyon, Agoura, West Hills, Calabasas, etc.) just isn’t enough!
RIP Chris
RIP Mr Sten
Wow, thank you so much for such a well articulated homage for such a beautiful soul. You hit the nail on the head! I always told Chris he reminded me of Gene Wilder. He had such a subtle charm, he didn’t have to say a word, and you would be enthralled by him. Chris is such an influence. Thank you.
RIP Chris. Will always remember you all the way from 5th grade.
Always the coolest.